This week is an extraordinary week for me; my poor little introverted brain will likely melt by the end of it. I have social engagements every single day through Saturday: five first dates, one second date, and an overnight stay with my lover. I’ve never had a social schedule this busy before…EVER.
The recent acceleration follows posting a profile on yet another dating site. Up to this point, “suitors” popped up only occasionally, and those most compatible with the cuckold kink more often than not live out-of-state. (For the time being, I’m limiting my search to within 100 miles). So, the sudden influx of potential matches has been overwhelming, to say the least.
Minimally, the current phase of my ‘hot-wife life’ feels like a full-time job. (In fact – and I’m actually embarrassed to admit this – the thought of using a spreadsheet to help me keep track of everyone did cross my mind…imagine my relief when I discovered I’m not the first person to have had that idea).
Overall, I’d have to say my search is going well; far better now than the first several weeks. Perhaps I’m becoming more comfortable with the process. I’ve adjusted my attitude and expectations to some degree. I believe I’m more broad-minded and flexible in some areas now, and more certain and unflinching in others. I’m gaining confidence that finding the right person(s) is just a matter of time. There’s no need to rush or “settle”.
So, yes. I get to be a social butterfly this week, and even for an extreme introvert like me, that’s a good thing. At the end of it, though, I think I’ll treat myself to a mani/pedi and a really long nap!